rockingal

11.10.02 : 11:35 am

Catch Up Day.

Dear Prickly Possums-

sorry I havent written in probably one day or two..my mind is a planet and a half away...you understand don't you?

I finally talked to Terri and wrote ANOTHER poem about her just so she would be happy and not hate me.

I have decided that all is right and just with the world, so i am sitting here in rose tinted glasses and everything looks beautiful and content.

=)

the weekend was an absolute blur...my heart raced so fast to the beat of beautiful lyrics and everyone was so happy and huggly and i felt like i was alice, fallen down the rabbit hole.

ANd then last night we were all so tired and we all crashed at tylers house and i was all snuggly with my CareBear and blanket that i slept in and just got home.

ANd thanks to larry (my therapist) and the help of Hamlet (my hamster) my dad allows me free range and my curfew is 1230 and he doesnt question what i do or who im with.

Its truly beautiful.

Also i saw 8 Mile and thought that it was good too.

Heres my poem, i hope you like it.

I huddle beneath cascading branches of the elm tree.

An akward shudder runs through my arms.

I rub them, distracted, my mind a planet away.

An orange sun begins to hide behind bordering houses,

Shadows cast eerie pictures on the asphalt.

Silently, I wait for Mother to come home.

The aromas of home cooked meals creep into my nostrils.

I am reminded of my empty growling stomach,

the TV dinners piled sky high in our ancient fridge.

Through a window i see a bustling rosy cheeked mother

who laughs at her children's jokes, smiles lovingly at her husband,

and who'd never think of abandoning her lively nest.

The dull gray sky pulls on fringes of a dark night.

Finally I hear the comforting sound of screeching brakes,

a trash can hit and fallen,

a slammed car door and

"Megan? Megan where ARE you?"

Relieved, i jump from the ground, ignoring the shooting pain in my legs caused by long strides.

I am breathless when I reach the door.

I see my Mother lighting a candle, and throwing her jacket over a worn brown chair.

We feast on Swanson's Chicken Dinners that night and I am not ashamed.

We toast our wine glasses brimming with chocolate milk

a pleasant ring hangs in the air.

My mother, through her many faults, never forgot about the lonely girl who sat patiently under a sacred tree.

Blue eyes, like a mirror, look into my own.

We smile our secret smile and proudly devour over-cooked mashed potatoes.

Secretly, I know I will have to wait for her again tomorrow,

but for now,

I am content.

There you go you cherry cherrubs.

<3

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