through eyes of disappointment

i CAN'T be e v e r y t h i n g

he wants.

I thought it obvious by my 5'2" frame

vulnerable blue eyes.

But through HIS eyes, he sees

a gladiator.

A glimpse of what he could never become.

I remember a time,

seems ages ago,

when he threw me into the air

and I touched the sky.

Now he pushes me down,

tries to contain me

All tucked away behind a

nice house, nice car, nice job.

But

I am starting to bleed through these walls..

In the words of Ali I

'Float Like A Butterfly'

and

'Sting Like A Bee'

and HE needs to remember that

next time.

<3