iamfuckedup.

Don't you think i realize that?

Don't you think i care that i can't stop doing the things that hurt me?

Can't you see that I want to stop? That i dont like not remembering things i have done?

You probably won't understand the fact that..

my body craves what destructs it most.

All in the name of love+attention+kindness.

**warning**if you try to help me-i won't listen-i will just turn the volume up on the internal music that is always playing.

BUT

if you are patient

and care about me, because you CAREaboutME,

then slowly-i will start to change.

Remember..

my soul is a butterfly, my body merely it's cocoon.

<3<3<3